The importance of being earnest

   I am not sure about what i am doing right now. I know that it is not correct for me to lie to Jack and Lane, but in reality i lie most of the time to lane. 

   The problem is that i feel like if i have always love Cecily, i need to meet her. I don't know to much about her but this impulsive feeling that i have let me think that it's worth it the effort of laying. I am a little bit nervous about the fact, i am afraid she descovered that i am not the real earnest or what if she do not like me? I am desperate to know if i am his type of man.

   Clearly i will have to wait to know this answer and i can't wait. Saying that i am anxious is lesser than anything.